posted 05-08-2002 11:26 AM
Nevermore, my patience dwindles
I feel I've been institutionalized
Sitting on a cliff's edge, pondering
My life, its worth and what I have not done
I have not met anyone's expactations
I've struggled desparately to meet my own
Only to find that I do not know what they are
Only to find that I cannot be left aloneShove me around like I can't get the message
It brings me to feeling I can never go back again
Push me around and I'll never get up again
Lie like a snake in my own mortality
Fearing what's around the corner
Panicking from all the calm
Never see my empty-headed
Materialistic solitude
Lying like there's no tomorrow
I do not feel the meaning of anything
I never really cared much for anything anyway
It's not like I've lost anything important
Shove me around like I can't get the message
It brings me to feeling I can never go back again
Push me around and I'll never get up again
Lie like a snake in my own mortality
Damage the sun and destroy what's left of me
Never say always say never come back again
Shove me around like I'm not worthy of your presence
Leave me to wither in my cold-blooded selfishness
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